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[ dean sighs. it's never easy to explain anything that goes on in his life, but with this... he owes it to her, as much as he wishes she would just believe him. ]

No, not really. But it's the truth, October. [ whether you want it to be or not. ] You know people can go home durin' a jump, well, that's what happened. I guess... I guess I should've warned people that, I don't know, something like this could one day happen.

[ beat, and another sigh. ] Nobody from my world told me though. Those from the, uh, future, I mean.

Cry me a fucking river, Dean.

[ The text's a little harsh and she doesn't think about it before she sends it, but why should she? He attacked her; she should be free to say whatever the fuck she wants or feels. Of course, there's definitely a part of her that's worried she's going to piss him off and he's just going to come banging down her door.

It's that fear that has her sending a second text about a minute later. ]

Assuming any of this is even true, why are you suddenly turning over a new leaf? You ATTACKED me and didn't even fucking care what happened. Why apologize now?

[ he has to bite back on the frustrated sound. ]

I was out of control, alright-- it was never supposed to happen. Not like that, anyway. And yeah, I didn't give a shit, but I do now.

I'm not expectin' you to forgive me, but just know I wouldn't have done anything like that if I'd had some kinda control. [ not that it excuses anything, but. ]

[ "Not like that." WHAT DOES THAT EVEN MEAN, DEAN? ]

That's great. I feel so much better now. We should totally go get some drinks and catch up.

[ Does sarcasm transfer over text at all? If so, he's probably being slapped in the face by it. ]